A feeling of intense excitement or delight,
The biggest smile on my face is such a rare sight
Quite comparable to an incandescent light
I wish I can stay that way all day and all night.
Convictions are more dangerous foes of truth than lies. – Friedrich Nietzsche
This week I am following an ongoing Korean drama series entitled Criminal Minds which mind you features one of my favorite Korean actors, Lee Joon-Gi.
This drama focuses on a group of highly-trained profilers in the fictional National Crime Investigation (NCI) team who tries to profile and track down criminals to solve cases.
When we say profiling, by the way, it means “the recording and analysis of a person’s psychological and behavioral characteristics, so as to assess or predict their capabilities in a certain sphere or to assist in identifying a subgroup of people.” (https://en.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/profiling)
Anyway, while watching it, the above-stated quote came up and sparked my interest and imagination.
So, our topic today is about conviction. What does conviction mean?
Conviction means a strong belief or opinion or the feeling of being sure that what you believe or say is true.
If conviction is such, how then it becomes a dangerous foe of truth rather than an ally?
Let us site an easy example how this line of thinking must have come about.
For example, in common household products we use, detergent powder for one, let’s say I have been using this one product for several years and strongly believe that this product is the best ever product by far. Even when surveys or vast promotions occur, since I firmly believe that the product I have been using is the best, I probably will insist on what I believe and deny whatever evidence other people will present.
On that example, you can probably see where and when conviction can become a threat to what is true. Can you picture out how much more dangerous can it be if on a larger scale?
A person who firmly believes he is not doing a grave mistake despite of it being morally wrong will continue to commit the same mistake over and over again despite the fact or truth that it is wrong, for he had convinced himself he has abide by his own beliefs.
This must be how those committing crimes from petty theft to plunder have convinced themselves to do what they do so as not to buckle down at the prick of their conscience.
That is when conviction becomes the truth’s foe rather than an ally. That is, when we let ourselves be blinded by our wrong beliefs to the point of denying the truth despite of it glaring at us like the sun at midnoon hour.
(Sorry for the delay in the publication. This should have been posted on Wednesday. Having problems with internet connection. Huhuhu!!! Belated Happy Birthday, Nak!)
Into this harsh world I brought you
With a hope of a bright future
Between me and my love so true
And the children we’ll have for sure.
You knew how hard we toiled and tried
All throughout the years of your life
But no matter how much we strived
We cannot escape lots of strife.
It sometimes feels like we have failed
In our endeavors, promises
But we hope you do understand
And work hard for your own success.
To you, my daughter, all my love
And all the best wishes I give
May God bless you and keep you safe
Success be yours through all the years!
“You can never cover the sky with your palm.” – Prince Jin Seong/Lee Yeok, Queen for Seven Days Korean Drama
Queen for Seven.Days is a story about two brothers fighting for the throne to the Kingdom of Joseon due ro rhe evil manipulations and machinations of state councilors who wished to have their tight hold over the leader of the nation, as well as a poignant love story of a couple who chose to part for each to live and love each other for a long period of time.
From the many memorable dialogues this drama series had, one of the lines which caught my heart and imagination is the above-quoted line. Prince Jin Seong uttered these words during one of the altercations between him and his older brother who was the King when the latter was trying to subdue him with the ever-present thought that the younger brother (Prince Jin Seong) is out to take the throne from him, knowing that their father, the former king, wanted him to abdicate the throne to his younger brother once he had already come of age.
This quote, “you can never cover the sky with your palm” is, of course, a metaphor which means that one can never really hide the truth.
As how it is not possible to cover the sky with your palm, unless you delude yourself that you are able to by covering your eyes instead, just as when we try to deny the glaring truth by trying to close our eyes to it or by trying to look the other way when we see something that should not be but feel we have no power or the right to be involved in, but still deep in our heart and if we let our conscience prevail, we know we can never totally evade or deny reality.
“The truth will always prevail” is another way to say it, but sad to say, no matter how wide the sky, most people nowadays will choose to cover their eyes with their palm rather than meet the glare of the sun and be blinded or burned, for often the truth can be as blinding or as hot as the sun and many peole will rather settle for half-truths or little white lies than to know or accept reality, they will be willing to become a racing horse let loose on a track with its eyes covered with blinkers or blinders.
If you are honest enough, can you ever say to yourself, you had never ever tried to cover the sky with your palm?
Why do you evade me lately,
A glimpse of it is quite costly?
Even a shadow of a smile
Is nary from here to a mile.
Why is it so hard to keep you,
Though I yearn it, I feel so blue?
Every time I feel I had it
It will disappear like a mist.
Will there come a good time again
For reason to let it happen?
When can I have a real good laugh
‘Stead of worrying about stuff?
Oh, God, take me out of this gloom
Let laughter in my life blossom
Like a flower that sadly died
From its forlorn state be revived.
“Smile often in order to have more reasons to smile about.” – Princess Hye-myung, My Sassy Girl Korean Drama
It’s just another ordinary Sunday to ponder about life and its drama. So today, let me share with you, one of the catching quotes I read from a Korean drama I was watching lately.
You must have noticed by now that I seemed to be a bit partial with Korean dramas. What I particularly love from watching them are the moral values and teachings imparted in most stories especially the historical dramas.
So, the above quotation has not failed to enlighten me and inspire me for this week’s post.
The previous months had been quite challenging for me that there came a point where I thought there seemed to be no reason to smile about. I wake up in the morning and go about everything I was supposed to do for the day. I was on automatic mode. I work with a gloomy feeling, with my chest so heavy.
But then I realized, who am I punishing with this kind of attitude? The more I think seriously of my situation, the heavier my heart became. God saw me through those difficult times, so I chose to trust Him fully with everything. With that thought, that choked feeling, the heaviness in my heart lifted. I can smile again.
I decided, whenever things got too heavy, I just need to think of something to smile about to lift my spirit up again, and whenever the heaviness of the heart started, I sing or hum, at least.
Why let ourselves be shackled ny our worldy worries when there must be a lot to smile about? Miracles happen everyday, we just need to acknowledge it for it to change our life and make our day brighter.
A positive attitude is like a magnet. It pulls in positive energy that can repel negativeness away. Let us exude that positive energy and prevent darkness from prevailing. Smile as bright as the glaring sun in a hot summer day.
You have me held so tight within your grip
No matter how hard I struggled to breathe,
To be freed, instead I start to sink deep
In my frustration and despair, I seethe.
‘Til when are you goin’ to imprison me,
Strangle me with doubts and so much worry?
‘Til when will I, from this hell, be set free?
I fear there’s no end yet for this story.