I am in pain
But I have to swallow my scream
I want to scream
But I know it will be in vain
Either you can’t hear
Or you just don’t want to listen
What seems most dear
Is the sole pleasure you gain.
Saying goodbye, I found, is never that easy
When the heart’s in pain, aching so pretty badly
The mem’ries we had together kept coming back
Not all of them can make me cry if I’m in luck.
The times we had together, I took for granted.
The love he gave me though I never demanded
He selflessly gave it, I just realized it
For now, he is gone, and regrets came just too late.